Journey Through The Desert Of Death
2:52 p.m. Note: This was the time around the fourth anniversary of our son’s shift. Just a few days prior, my husband and I learned how we were lied to by a spiritual leader of a community. We were devastated. Heartbroken. We felt that in our most painful and crucial...
12:44pm My dearest dearest mommy, how painful the lies and deception feels. How dark and lonely the manipulation. Why people would create such hell for them and others? What is the purpose of living if the lies and cruelty are the result of daily actions? The human heart is...
11:37am My dearest Mom, you and I, are here again, meeting on the pages of a notebook. Your travel Journal. Who knew that when this particular notebook was made with thousands and thousands of others just like this one, that this one has the destiny to become the middle...
10:43am Excerpt: Another month Mom, another moon month and you feel it. You really do. Every month you feel it before anyone else. The true beauty in the world is concealed, Mom. The true beauty is hidden and must be discovered. The true beauty must be hidden, sealed, and...
12:25 p.m. My dearest Mom, I love you, I am here. You’re not alone. We are all around you. Yes I cannot help you clean your house as you did before, but I will still be right next to you. Consider me your cheerleader. I know how emotionally painful...
1:31pm Hi mommy, hi. Here we are again, you and I on yet another white page. What will that page become? What that empty space—that container—will hold? What will we write? What will we birth? What will we bring to this world with you listening and I speaking? What...
4:04 p.m. Note 1: A bird bird died in our backyard. “Why?” I wondered. “Is it a sign? Is it a message?” I noticed a bump on the window. The bird thought it was opened. It thought it could get in. What was it trying to tell me? What kind...